There was a little boy with big dreams.
When he said big, it was really BIG. How big were those dreams?
Honestly, they were too big to be described, even by himself.
As the life goes on, those dreams were eliminated one by one. There will only one perfect dream to come true and be carried on for the rest of his life. But will there be?
Having those dreams was just awesome for him, but would he be able to reach that dream? Or should he live in a fake dream? No one knows, including himself.
There are to many things to write since my last post. I DO NOT KNOW WHERE TO START!
Well, maybe I should start with my crazy spending since I came back to Kuala Lumpur.. I spent RM 350.00 (1 MYR = 3,000 IDR) in 2 days! geezz… what the heck were I doing? 
Okay forget about it a while, after a quite-huge-but-still-acceptable spending, I continued my journey to OUTING with my friends to IKEA.
There was where the story began 
25 July 2009
In this lazy saturday, finally I’ve decided to go to IKEA (thank to Matthew, who forced me to).
Basically nothing special in IKEA except I WANT TO EAT THE SWEDISH MEATBALLS. The meatball was delicious but somehow that day I felt like I was going to throw up. Maybe that was because we ate to much food that day (we ordered almost all of the main courses and desserts). *hoeks..*
I won’t go to IKEA again to eat the meatballs at least until the mid-sem break!
After we went to IKEA, we continued our journey to The Curve. We were going to watch movies, Pelham 123. So we went to Cineleisure and bought the tickets. Honestly I didnt know what the movie was about and I was not interested to watch it. =P
After buying the tickets, we went down while waiting the movie to show. We saw a roadshow by XPACK and MTV down there. Karina said she saw someone look like VJ Utt (MTV Asia’s VJ) but of course we didn’t believe it, since it might not possible (okay it is possible but with LOW chances =P ).
Karina, Jackline and Silvana were so anthusiastic to take a picture with him! They were all nervous. But I and Matthew were not too intereseted until at the last moment =P LOL
So, here you go,
Me and VJ Utt
Do we look alike? =P
Today was a bad day for me.. really bad!!
DISAPPOINTED. KECEWA.. itu yg gw rasakan sekarang.. plus ga enak hati sama temen-temen.. kenapa? It was a long story.
Hari ini ceritanya mau pergi nonton TRANSFORMER nih.. assikkk!! akhirnya bs ntn juga ^^ But wait.. don’t be so glad. it was not going as schedule!! It was a disaster!!! grr…
Seperti biasa, gw bangun kesiangan.. eh, ga dink, ini udah lumayan lbh pagi daripada kmaren2nya.. today I woke up at 11.27, yay!!! Tapi tetep aja, udah bangun pagian, dilanjutkan dengan bermalas2an sampai jam 3.. jrengg… sama aje, malah lbh parah.. ckckck…
Perjalan selanjutnya setelah bermalas2an sampe jam 3 adalah: transfer electircity bill ke owner condo.. trus bayar internet di kantor pos deh.. all of them was done smoothly, nothing was wrong wit them. Kemudain perjalanan dilanjutkan dengan next destination adalah: KLCC!! huahua.. I went there to buy my daddy’s book although I couldn’t find it anywhere (Jacline would say it really was an antique book..!! LOL)
Setelah puas dari KLCC, gw melanjutkan perjalanan ke Pavilion. Pavilion supposed to be a great place but with a hungry and sleepy mood, Pavilion was nothing it was just a HUGE DAMN BORING PLACE; hungry.sleepy..!!
To reduce my hunger and sleepy, I decided someone else (let’s call it X) of course beside the one that I was waiting for (let’s call it Y), because I think it would be useless texting and angry to that person if that person was trapped in a traffic jam.). BUT… texting X was another huge mistake!! grrr… mentang2 lagi sibuk partying, gitu lah.. bkn tambah bete org aja!!! udah lagi bete, tambah bete pulak denger jawabannya!! grr… Jadi setelah itu I decided not to text anyone, because it would only make me losing my mood!! I am disappointed with X.. gw kira sms lu bisa at least nemenin gw biar ga bete nunggu!
Now let’s continue my disappointment to Y.
I’ve told Y that I wanna watch transformer with my friends at 10.30 BUT I wouldnt say it is Y’s fault but NOW I CANT WATCH IT..!!! grrr..
padahal nonton itu udah direncanain bareng2 buat ngelepas stress buat senang2 sama teman2.. happy2, wah.. pokoknya bwt bareng2 dehhh..udah filmnya film yg dibilang keren banget lg sama smua orang… T_T I wanna watch that movie but OF COURSE NOT WITH X NOR Y!! grrr… (today’s hot blaclist: X & Y)
gw bener2 kecewa..kecewa..kecewa..!!! pengen marah, pengen nangis, pengen macem2 lah.. tp buat apa? nasi udah jadi bubur.. mending gw lanjutkan hidup gw..
bener2 kecewa! sblm balek Indo, ga bisa bareng2 teman2 pula..
padahal gw meng-expect LU BAKAL NGERTI, gw kira abis by one interview kamren malam, lu bakal ngerti… eh taunya sama aja! gw bener2 kecewa!!! kecewa.. it wasn’t about i cant watching movie, it is about how u know it and u couldnt prevent it from happening. kalo lu ga tau sih gpp, masalahnya gw udah kasih tau lu kan sebelumnya????
kenapa? gw egois? GAK BOLEH APA GW SEKALI2 EGOIS? masa iya gw harus ngalah terus sama smua orang? apa gw ga berhak sekali-kali?
RUINING SOMETHING IS EASIER THAN MAINTAINING IT !!!!!
I am FREE now!!! huahuahauha…
Akhirnya, selesai dah tuh smua exam2 gila…heuheuhe.. The worst semester in Malaysia has finished. Will next semester be a better sem or will it worsen?
Bebas lepas.. LOL, kayak lagu apa ye itu…
ckckck..lemme think first.. *thinking*
ya pokoknya lagu itu lah!! hehehe…
Senangnya hari ini, senangnya hari ini.. ^^
But somehow gw merasa sedih gtu sih.. ga tau napa.. yg pasti hari ini kata2 “when we found an end, we wil lautomatically find a beginning” lagi “IN” bgt di otak gw..
Kenapa ya? Tanya kenapaa??
ga tau ah, pokoknya senang campur kecewa!!!!!!!
okay, it is my first post in Indonesian – oke, harusanya gw tulis pake Indo..haha..
jadi..seperti judulnya, CAKIT PEYUT (sakit perut!)
ga tau napa, belakangan perut gw mules2 mulu.. ckckckck.. ini anak di dalam kandungan gw udah mau lahir kali ye.. hueheuhue..
kenapa ya bisa sakit perut? hmm.. apakah ini gara2 makanan yg ga bersih? gak mungkin deh, 1tahun lebih gw makan di Malaysia, oke2 aja tuh.. mungkin perut gw lagi ga bs diajak kompromi aja kali ya.. apa mungkin ini efek dr tham ciak? ah, ga mungkin deh, emang gw si Leo, eat like you will never eat again.. lol.. pizz (^_^)v
ngomongin makanan, jadi inget makan siang tadi di ROCK CAFE alias MEDAN (ga tau kenapa disebutnya medan). Bangke banget dah tuh yg nganterin minuman, dasar IND*A!!! bangke lu… ta* b*b*!!!! udah lama nganterin order, ya gw tinggal lah, gw order baru.. ehh.. dia malah ga seneng.. mau ribut? grrrr…!! dasar IND*A ( rasis mode ON) grrrr..!!
Dear God, pls forgive me, I didn’t mean to be a racist >.<
anyway…I’m so pissed off!! bete ah, inget2 muka tuh IND*A..!! jadi ga mood bljr (alesan aje, emang dasarnya malas) lol…
udah ga mood blajar, trus tiba2… cakit peyutt (lagi!?) arghhh.. what happened to me???? dikit2 sakit perutt… duh2.. mati deh.. apa ini pertanda gw bakal makin kurus ya? lol
oh iye, jadi inget sm si bangke, hendrik, mentang2 udh slesai exam, telpon2 lg.. pamer2.. pengen gw tabok deh…ga tau apa orang lagi bersusah2 untuk mengumpulkan niat belajar?? huahuahuaha… awal lu ye..!! liat aje pembalasan saya..hhuahuahua..
udah ah, mending skrg gw bljr aja, gila bs failed gw klo ga bljr >.<
BUSINESS LAW, here I come! tau tia la..
It has been a long time since my last post, hasn’t it?? I didn’t know what took me so long to post a blog.
Anyway, today is 22nd June 2009, which is my 2nd doom day, because I CANNOT do the Money and Capital Market examination!! damnn!!
Well, what made me so long “vaccum” in blog was LAZYNESS, oh yeah and also my exams week
My exams schedules were quite disaster at the begining but quite okay in the end, BUT still I can’t manage to study well! (Dear God, please give me a blessing thus I can study better for next semester. Amen)
So, the schedules were
16 June 2009 : MKW1120 – Marketing Theory and Practice
17 June 2009 : AFW2851 – Accounting Information System and Financial Modelling
22 June 2009 : AFW1300 – Money and Capital Market
24 June 2009 : BTW1200 – Business Law
my final fight will be with BTW1200.. God, I hope I could settle it!
amnyway, I have studied part of it but yet I still feel that I wouldn’t be able to do max in the test.. T_T
I hope tonight and/or tomrrow I could study it all!
Btw, does anyone have the answer for BTW1200 past year papers? I need it.
okay, maybe I shouldn’t be here, I should start to study now!!
see u next time~
ps: mr. Azyekk I won’t mention u in this blog! bwekkk…maybe next time I’ll mention u, my “arisan” partner.. lol
15 April 2009
Someone made me didn’t want to eat apple pie in McD eventhough I really wanted to eat apple pie that time
16 April 2009
I wanted to watch horror movies, but that “someone” (once again) gave me a bad mood.. So I ended by not watching those movies. Maybe I will watch them by myself one day..
Now
Waiting for another what kind bad mood surprises that I will get.
I just simply addicted to this game..
and there will be 3 days without this game and without YOU. Can I?
3 days without this game will be okay, but 3 days without you, will be a problem!
everytime you denied it, the more I became sad.
the more you deny it, I just felt it was going to be true.
I just felt sad these days, didnt know why.
actually I did.
someone asked me, “why are you sad?”
if you were me, will you answer it if that person is the reason you are sad?
I am thinking..
Why am I so unlucky?
there are a lot of questions that I wanna ask from you
there are a lot.
but I am afraid it will make me become sad more and more
but actually I should ask you.
although I didn’t ask, I have known the answer.
sometimes I ask myself, “am I too selfish.”
WELL… I AM..
I am just afraid when that time came.
I will lose you. I don’t want to lose you.
If I don’t want to lose you, that will make me the most selfish person in the world
but what else to say, that’s how people who is falling in love act, isn’t it??
I know you might be sad too
but you won’t know how sad it is to lose a person you love because of the same reason
I hate that place
I don’t want to go there… *sry mom to disappoint you, I can’t tell you why I don’t wanna go there.*
arghh…sh*t!!
sometimes I just don’t want to know people anymore, I don’t want to fall in love again..
everytime I fell in love with a person, that was only for a while.
we must be separated by distance
am I so unlucky?
but despite of the unluckiness, I am so glad that I have you although only for a while =(
